Beginning of December… First day back for one of my employees who had been out of country. She looked at me and asked if I had changed something… Yes, I had a new makeup.  She liked it. She said it looked like I had a pregnant glow. I thought nothing of it until a couple of days later when my cycle was late. Pregnancy test confirmed it…

I don’t want to be pregnant. I had every intention of killing myself for husband’s birthday.  Being pregnant means that I won’t go through with it.  
December 2nd. That’s the day I found out. And lost all hope…

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  1. I started blogging today and found your blog. I just wanted you to know that I care. I don't want you to kill yourself. My brother did that. I am praying for you. Have you tried or are you up to reading some books to make things get better? The book by Stephen Covey the 7 habits is a good one. I am reading it as well. Don't give your husband the Power to make you feel bad.

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