Personality Disorder Test
I recently took one of those online personality disorder tests. Here are my results. I can’t say that I’m surprised. I’m not. Now I have it in writing from one of those neat websites saying that yes, I am crazy. It makes the tears more real to be able to say see this is what I “unofficially” have. I guess, in the greater scheme of things, it doesn’t really matter. It only matters if I think there is a chance at all of getting better. And I don’t believe there is. But for some reason, having a name besides depression helps. Or maybe it helps being able to say I have something that most people haven’t heard of and can’t off the top of their heads openly criticize me for. If I say I am depressed, everyone already has a reason for the way I’m feeling, complete with a step by step plan (of things that don’t work) of things that I *should* be doing, but since I’m depressed, apparently am not. However, if I am "Borderline" most of the people that I’m talking to won’t know what the heck that is, and won’t give me a hard time about it. So, here’s what I am, or what this test claims I am. Hopefully the links will work, so you can read their "definition" of the "disorders". Or you can google them, which is probably better anyways.
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Disorder |
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Moderate |
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Low |
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High |
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Low |
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Very High |
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Moderate |
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Low |
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Very High |
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Very High |
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Moderate |
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