no words to describe

I quit all yahoogroups this morning.  I’m quitting myspace and facebook. 

There aren’t words that I know to describe how alone I’m feeling.  How depressed. 

Keeping a thought organized for more than a few seconds is so tiring, and nearly impossible. 

I want to cry all the time. 

If I fell off the earth, would anyone care?  Would anyone notice?

I have to attend a Christmas party mid December for the office I work at.  Keeping a smiling face and happy facade is so hard.  It’s so draining.  I don’t want to go.

I so miss counseling.

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