Another sucky day

So, another sucky day. Another day wondering what the point in going on is. I saw my psychiatrist again. She wanted me to continue a medicine that was making me sick for another two weeks. Forget that. I started the new medicine, took it for two days, and then ended up with an increased heart rate. So, I stopped taking it, but will try again. What’s the worst that could happen… a heart attack. At least then I wouldn’t have to go to work the next day (well at least I would hope I wouldn’t have to go to work the next day, but anything is possible).

For my morning entertainment, I got to answer the phone. Apparently 2 of the 3 secretaries were out, so being the lower ranking person in the division, I got stuck with the phones. That’s bull crap. The sucky part was that it only rang once, so I pretty much just got to stare there at the screen and pretend I was doing something halfway productive while waiting for the phone to ring. How come the calls to that number can’t be forwarded to my phone so I can work on my computer? Geez.